Today is Day 49.
Today's blog is going to be a bit of a mixed bag. I could post my normal diary-style entry about how I failed to get out of my car at Tesco last night and had to resort to begging on facebook for someone to take me there this afternoon. Even with a babysitter it was a nightmare. Or I could stretch out a few paragraphs about how I am not going to see my friends' band play tonight, less than half a mile from my house, because it was too much to go back on facebook and beg for a babysitter a second time.
Last night was the first time I have slept properly in as long as I can remember. I think a big part of that was from publicly letting out some of my feelings about how badly my "friends" have let me down. Once again it amazed me that after I released my Day 44 post a couple more of my peripheral friends messaged me and are massively outperforming my closest friends, who continue to pretend I don't exist.
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Day 49 - 7 weeks.
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