Today is Day 37.
It is only 8am this morning so today's blog is going to be different.
I have been awake since midnight. I only got about an hour of sleep again. I have had a thumping headache since then. I am not in any state to go to work today. My GP appointment is in an hour. I am going to tell him that I am coming off the latest set of pills, and that I am not going to take any others that they try to give me.
I have had more than enough of being pushed from one pill to the next while they try to artificially change my mood.
I want my own life back! And if I can't have it then I don't want to have this half life, hiding away in my house, with no work, no friends and no social life.
Day 37 - just started.
Update - GP agreed to taking me off the latest set of medication. They should be clear of my system sometime this afternoon so hopefully I can get a nap in the afternoon and maybe still make it to training this evening.
Update 2 - Didn't make it to work. Not going to running. Might try and go to swimming if I can get some sleep in the next few hours.
No comments:
Post a Comment