Another Friday

I have been missing blogs this week as I have been struggling with mustering the energy to write and I have been fighting with my internet connection all week. After the relative high of managing to go swimming on Monday the rest of this week has been a consistent slide.

Tuesday night I was too busy anyway with collating all the abuse I have received so I could pass it onto my solicitor. There was such a volume that we didn't manage to get through it all and I have had to book in for a second appointment next Tuesday once she has had a chance to check it over.

Wednesday my appointment was late in the afternoon so I spent the whole day stressing about it. It turned out to be a lot less stressful than I expected.  While I had to run through the basics again there was a lot less detail involved than I have to go into with the psychiatrist, and less detail even than here in most cases.

I thought Wednesday evening would give me a chance to wind down a bit but the whole week has continued to throw annoying little surprises at me. Not being able to put the bin out to the end of the driveway was a nasty little one. Not being able to sleep in my own bed was a bigger one, especially since I had managed that over the weekend.

Being a Friday I didn't expect much from today. Work was a bit of a struggle. And the dismal grey outside the window all day wasn't helping. This evening hasn't been any better.

I have been invited to go for a run tomorrow morning but not sure if I can or not. Have looked out my kit but wont decide till I get up in the morning.