Today was Day 39.
Not the best start to today. I woke up and was immediately in tears. Fortunately because of my wrecked sleeping patterns I was half an hour ahead of my alarm again and by the time it went off I had enough control to force myself into my routine.
I had a tough day at work as well. First up one of my minions came back from her holiday to Cyprus with gifts. Just what I needed was a little reminder of Cyprus on my desk everyday when I should have been going to Cyprus to meet the father-in-law in a couple of weeks. This was then followed by a morning full of people giving her a holiday debrief. Like I need reminding of what happened after my holiday and I really need to hear how great everyone else's holidays were. A couple of times I had to get up and walk away to stop from breaking down at my desk.
After I survived the rest of the day and the world's dullest afternoon meeting, I managed to go for a jog and a swim. The jog was a struggle, but the swim was terrible. Ran out of energy at about 400m and was getting cramp by 600m. Forced my way to 800m and dragged myself out of the water. This did at least make me hungry enough to keep down a pie and a couple of slices of bread for dinner today. On top of lunch that probably keeps me pretty close to calorie balanced for the day.
Tomorrow is another slog through work and then a trip to the lawyer to discuss an application for a restraining order. Hopefully I won't need it but I am running out of other ways to get back the big chunks of my life that she stole.
Shorter blog today as my internet connection is playing up and I am fed up fighting it to get online.
Today was Day 39.
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